why can't i just go back in time?

There is a scale that i use to measure how acceptable my face is.

1(Flawless) --------5 (Panic worthy) -------10(Put a bag on your head)

Obviously, while we would all like to be 1's, my desired number is about a three- maybe a two. at this moment, i'm about a 6.5. well, earlier today i was. i just picked at two spots on my forehead so i'm probably at an 8.

So, that being said, my scars are healing up a bit; they're definitely better than before. the spots on my forehead and nose are gone (though i just picked at two pimple things on my forehead so that kind of cancels it out, doesn't it?) what's driving me crazy is now i'm beginning to get pimples- something that's never happened before. granted they're pretty small and not noticeable- but i don't know if it's stress or just the acne of my teen years kicking in 4 years too late- either way, i'm freaking out.


-r